Thursday, February 18, 2010
5:03 AM/MY BIRTHDAY POST
GOT DAMN. the gawd is a fuckin grizzly ain't he?!?! ahahahahahaha...
"my how time flies"....cliche as fuck right? I smirk almost everytime I hear this. Although that statement is true, I feel a better statement is "time changes people. Some for the better. Most for the worst"
I remember last year at around this time, I felt what i thought was so.........good? Trying to recall a word to describe that feeling is awfully difficult at the moment. A feeling of false content...yeah that's better.
What i do know is that my circle got a hell of a lot smaller, and I could sense the salt in the atmosphere as soon as I started to decrease the circle.
I'm able to read people a little better now from last year. Peoples' moves, alterior motives, what they say to you, what they say when you're not around, all that shit.
I've felt myself going into this year and birthday with a sense of "fuck you"
but fuck all that man, let's celebrate. This is a toast to my fuckin life. Comin from a spot where niggas become a homicide statistic at this age, I'm blessed to be in this position I'm in. However, I feel I need more and to be better. More outchea, better positions of strength, more clout, better vision...all that shit.
SHOUT-OUT TO EVERYBODY THAT HAS GENUINELY WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY ON TWITTER, FACEBOOK, MY BLOG, ETC. AND IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY, HURRY THE FUCK UP!
shout-out to my Burn Rubber fam for always holding me down (My brothers Rick and Ro, MOS the ah-lo-gyz-er, AZ, Deezle, Cass, Ju, K.P.)
Shout-out to all my niggas in Chicago that think I'm 40, lol
SHout-out to Motivation for holding me down
BIG SHOUT-OUT TO ZSHOCK for holding me down heavy on twitter and hopefully on my wrist soon.
all you bozos that burn bridges with me are already seeing why that wasn't such a good idea. believe me, it'll get worse for you all fairly soon
and last, but certainly not least, A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU WHO CONTINUOUSLY READ MY BLOG. I KNOW THE POSTS HAVE BEEN MUCH SLOWER AS OF RECENTLY, BUT I THANK ALL OF YOU. YOU ALL HAVE INSPIRED ME TO STRIVE TO BE GREAT. BIG CHANGES COMING SOON...I HOPE YOU'RE READY.