5:03 AM RANDOMS

Aight, aight, aight, aight, aight, aight....

So today, basically I received some news that had me down for damn near the whole day about someone who's very important in my life. If you're on Twitter and follow me, then you probably know what I'm talking about. Anyways, at first, I didn't really think it had that much of an effect on me, until I proverbially took a step back and looked at my attitude and the way I was communicating with people. I was on somewhat of a short fuse, acting a lil weird or whatever. People were hittin me up askin if everything was ok, and I had no idea what was goin with the situation, so I couldn't hit them back, which kinda made it worse. And on top of that, my phone was actin up, which was irritating me even more. I found myself getting to the point where I had to relax, so I took a nap.

I usually never have dreams, and if I do, I never remember them. However, today, I found myself having a dream that was mad euphoric. I was chill and hanging around withall my close friends and fam, and it was at the highest point of tranquility I could be at.

When I woke up, I got to talk to a couple people that let me know that everything was ok with the situation. One person that hit me up earlier in the day I couldn't get a chance to respond to because I was talking to my fam and was still getting details about the situation. I got to talk to that person and let them know that everything was cool, & that person said that if I needed to talk or anything to hit them up........

......Many of you might be in certain situations where you hear that a lot. I find myself saying that to people when they're in certain situations where they might need somebody to communicate with. I don't say that to a lot of people, but when I do, I'm 100% sincere with it and mean it genuinely. I rarely tell a lot of people about uber personal business in my life, so I rarely get people that say "if you need anything or need to talk to anybody to hit them up." Anyways, I sat there and looked at that message for a while thinkin 'Thank God I have people that care about me...furreal.' And a huge thank you to that person. As always, I try not to say names much, because that complicate things (blog-wise), but you know you are, and know that I truly appreciate it.

But yeah, and that evening, I was watchin VH-1 Storytellers w/ Kanye West, and it was so dope to me. Each song's instrumentation was amazing. I know Perez Hilton was talking about how it was a hot mess b/c he was there, but it looked amazing the way they edited it and the orchestration and everything. Anyways, watchin that definitely ut me in a place where i felt a whole lot better about today.

That's it though. I know it was kinda long, but fuck it. (It's) my blog. I do what I want and think is right on here.

SKIGHWALKER....OUT